i've been holding on. earlier today i thought i saw another person in Wendy. still not sure about that. i think life is better when you're not looking. i like listening to music and books on tape, podcasts especially, because you don't need to see anything.
sometimes i can't see anything at all. my eyesight goes blurry at first, then goes out completely. music helps, and spoken word.
i don't think my eyesight will get any better. when i'm trying to see, i stop listening - and vice versa. sometimes i wish i had a second sight.
